Firstly..a bbig shoutout to......*drums rolling*...WEI MEI!!!HAPPY 20TH BURFDAY!!

Big gurl already looo...welcome to the twenties era which doesn't has much difference from the teens era exept maybe you can start doing more activities that were prohibited when you were in your teens.

Anyways..i got back all my test results already...so my stress level was cut down a lot over my worries that I will fail..I just can't help it..After I finish my exams, regardless of the fact that I knew I did pretty okay..i will still worry..oh yeah..let me tell you what happened last night..TVBS on Astro always have their entertainment news at 11.00..so I watch lor..after the first advertisment break..there is suddenly this tarot card reader called Tiffany (I think!) who kinda like gives you a topic..yesterday's one was "Who is your enemy?".Then she lays out five cards for you and you have to pick the card that you like the most..simply pick also can..then she will overturn the card and explain to you what it means..i picked card E..and when she overturned the card..she explained that the biggest enemy for people who pick this card is they themselves..wah..so true..i believe that many times..my enemy is my ownself because I was borned with low confidence level and high worry hormones..but i think there is pretty nothing much i can do about it..Now don't go saying "you should do something about it..see a counsellor or something or do things that takes your mind off it".....it just won't work..even when i do the things i like..when this certain scene comes..i will start thinking and worrying again..i guess that's just they way I am..

Therefore..guys..sorry if i bothered you too much with what you called needless worrying and try to bear with me..people aren't just perfect..and that goes the same for me..

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