I wonder if anyone actually comes to my blog and read my posts. I have this deep desire to close this blog down since I am not really committed to updating it and nobody really comes to read it.There are times when I when I just want to click on the 'delete' button but something stops me.There are just too many memories of mine in this blog. A reminder that I have great friends that I met during my HELP Uni days who stuck with me through my ups and downs in the uni days and have continued to do so; a reminder that I am a spendthrift and one hell of a daddy's little girl; are reminder that I have matured and changed over these past few years. I just miss those days in the past and this blog is one of the remaining place where I can reminisce them. So, the day when I close this blog will be the day where these things do not matter to me anymore. I don't know whether that day will come.

Anyways, my results have been released. It was okay. However, Monash Uni in Australia was dumb enough to forget to upload my International Finance results. It was suppose to be released yesterday and nothing has been done. Looks like it only be released on Monday.Sighh..the wait is killing me. Usually, I will blog on what I got. But, this time I won't as I don't see a point. It's not that I am ashamed of it but doesn't serve as a memory to be cherished.There are better things to blog about.

I finally got an internship, thanks to Joo Yee who got it for me in his company. This will be the first time that I am touching audit even if I did swore before in the past that I will never touch this area. However, times are hard. I can't be that picky and expect everyone and everything to be at my desire. This is what you learn in Masters, especially group assignments. Compromise is the key. I believe that I have learnt to compromise more than before. I don't know. I can't judge myself but this is just what I feel.

Most of my friends have completed their post grad in Australia, Lydia and Ching May, congrats!Congrats to Joo Yee and Yee Li for finding a job and Kit Mun, well, congrats on getting to work in Miri. As to those who are working, I am still waiting for a free meal from you guys, except Kit Mun who has already spent me dinner. Anyways, if you guys do read my blog, I will not be in Malaysia from Dec 11 till Dec 17. I am returning to Taiwan to visit my grandma and to have fun there at the same time.So I will see you guys after Dec 17.Can't wait to catch up with you guys!!

Take care!!

*poof*

JOY!I have finished my second semester exam for my Masters more than a week ago and have accomplished my Penang trip!But how come I feel that something is not right?

It's not the problem with the results. I know last time I will be shitting myself until I get the results but this time, it doesn't seem to be the problem. I have learned how to deal with my nervousness and try not to show it in front of other people as it is a sign of weakness. I still haven't figured out what is wrong with me. The feeling is like "Will I be able to make it to Tuesday without any problems". It's as though I get the feeling that I will not make it. Something is very wrong...

Seems that no companies so far would like to take me as their intern. I simply refuse to go back to HSBC. I think this time instead of banks, I will apply for multinational enterprises or consulting firms. I have so far applied for SHELL,Accenture and British American Tobacco but still no reply. Guess I won't be getting it then. Will have to apply for more companies. Maybe the financial crisis have something to do with it. DAMMIT!

When I go through Facebook, seems that most of my friends are having the time of their lives; going out to enjoy. Only I seem to be staying at home. I know it's sort of my problem too since I don't really like to go out. But really, do I have that few friends. Usually, I don't really care bout this kind of stuff, but as days pass and I grow older, this problem seems to be getting my attention. Hmmm...

All rants for this post as I feel that there is nothing to celebrate about even though I have 4 months holiday. Seems more to be a burden than a reward after 4 months of doing pain in the a** assignments. One thing I am looking forward to: January..sucba diving!!

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