ARGGHHH..I am very the dead meat...my midterms went super badly..i couldn't finish both papers, macroecons and stats also..not exactly dun finish la..got finish la..but very rushed work..i am pretty sure that when i press the calculator..it will be all wrong coz when i rush..i usually get all these weird weird numbers and i dun have time to double check it..wahh...gonna fail...*sob*..no eyes to see...

this week has been the worst for me...internet connection is not going fast( TM NET!!!gimme back my RM 88 that I paid every month for my 1 MB connection!!), screwed up midterm..lose my temper sometimes..hopefully the next week will be brighter...the only thing that keeps motivating me in a certain week is the tvb drama "The Academy"..quite a nice show and storyline..dun really have a three way relationship(thank god!)...it's just that these character dun really dare to express their feeling to the girls that they like..at least i can learn how to express my feelings to a guy next time after watching this show..i hope...this show is ending on the 9 th Oct and will be then continued by "Healing Hands 3"..ARGHHH....the drama with the most three way relationships..i watched it before..and i stopped halfway..It can never beat Healing Hands 1 where Ada Choi is inside....aih..no more drama to watch already on tv...have to find other entertainment..

Next Saturday...on the mooncake festival..where everybody will be celebrating it..i will have to do my FIN 340 exam..the subject that I don't understand the most...a bit worried but..aih..still have to go through it..oh yeah...another change in me..i have stopped reading "Seventeen" and have gone on to "Cleo"..suprisingly..i like some fashion inside there but there are too some outrageous fashion that you can't wear it on the streets..hmm..maybe my shopping spree on clothes will began very soon..good sign or bad sign?Let's analyze:

The good:

1)I will probably look better in my new outfits rather than my striped,plain tshirts.

2)I will finally have my own wardrobe and no need to share with my mom..no more of those "Girl ah!Did you take mummy's pink t-shirt?"

3) I will be able to join the group's conversation more often rather than listen dumbly to all the fashion info..

The bad:

1)Will probably have no more pocket money and will have to eat bread for every lunch..

Hmm..the bad is only one point and the good has three points..but the one bad point is equivalent to three bad points..lol..so it still balances up..i dun wanna eat bread for every lunch..wah!!therefore..my conclusion is....see first lah..until i see something that i really like..hopefully my mom will pay for it coz i am pretty sure she will borrow it anyway..

*poof*

Better blog this to be a future reminder to me..Today..Kit Mun and I went to Midvalley during our 6 hour break...everything was okay until the leaving time..I drove my car to the exit sign but I thought that I accidentally missed the turning..so I decided to reverse instead of going to the other exit which is further..I checked my back mirror and then put my gear into reverse gear,and started reversing while looking at the mirror...then I took my eyes of my back mirror for a while and the next thing I knew was that my sensor was beeping quite madly..wait..not beeping..instead..hmm..how do I explain this?You know when someone dies and the pulse machine just give this beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.....yeah...that is how my sensor sounded like indicating that I was pretty near something..so I immediately hit my brakes and when I looked into my back mirror..I saw a 50 something year old man pushing a trolley..not those supermarket trolleys but those kind of construction trolley..and he was standing right at the back..I could have knocked him down!Where did he come from?!I just took my eyes of the back mirror for one second and he is suddenly standing there...but I think it was partially my fault coz I was actually reversing quite fast..but shouldn't he be looking before crossing?anyway...as he walked past me..he gave me that cold glare and I quickly apologized..glared at me for a while more and continued walking...and after that..I was hit by a trauma...it was so bad that it made me actually believed that I hit the old man when I actually didn't...more like hallucination..ahhhhh!!!

Moral of the story: Don't reverse so fast and never take your eyes of the the back mirror..

*poof*

Wah....it has been a long time since I blogged...April till now which is 4 months..and now I am back to blogging...dunno why i just suddenly felt like blogging..mayb e it's because of the influence of friends..coz all of them are blogging and some even wanna start blogging..so..might as well blog la..changed my blog skin and repaired all the links bringing you a totally new and fresh page..okay..so..it has been four momths and looking back at all my posts..i feel that maybe a few personal stuff of me has changed...let me analyse them one by one..

1)Last time: I wear my sports shoes wherever I go..even outings with my family and friends..
Now: I wear sandals(2 inches!) whenever I go out with my family..I still wear sports shoes
when I go out with my friends though..something that is yet to be improved.

2)Last time: I will not even wear a bit of makeup on my face..not even for my friend's sake..
Now:I wore make up and even became a model for Maybelline(fake model)..how cool is that
huh?

3)Last time: I never liked salad.
Now: Whenever I go to Pizza Hut..I must add on a salad...must be the influence of the 2
Carmens.

4)Last time: I never really liked to pose in front of the camera...If i pose..I would just probably
give a smile.
Now: I camwhore like crazy..as long as I feel bored..I will take Wei Mei's camera phone and
start taking pictures of myself acting cool...OMG!

5)Last time:I don't watch my weight and am immune to fatness
Now: I am so scared of getting fat..I watch my eating portion..hmm..come to think of it..this
symptom only appeared after I came back from Taiwan..I must have felt
threatened there..

6)Last time: I curse a lot..
Now: I have cut down a lot..though i do swear inside me..but..verbally..someone has taken my
position with the familiar saying of "What the Hell?!"

7)Last time: I act like a tomboy all the time...in fact..to be more harsh on myself..exactly like a
boy..
Now: I sometimes maybe act like one but according to some reliable comments from certain
people..I am more girly now when I speak and I act more like a girl..to be more harsh..I
am downright "hiow"

Hm...I guess that is pretty much of how I changed over the past four months..quite a major improvement if you ask me but maybe to o ther people..they may think it is a small matter..my mission now is to overcome my fear for skirts...maybe this will happen when I start dating and when my boyfriend tells me "Hey..I would like to see you in a skirt"..maybe only then I will start considering..LOL!

*poof*