I wonder if anyone actually comes to my blog and read my posts. I have this deep desire to close this blog down since I am not really committed to updating it and nobody really comes to read it.There are times when I when I just want to click on the 'delete' button but something stops me.There are just too many memories of mine in this blog. A reminder that I have great friends that I met during my HELP Uni days who stuck with me through my ups and downs in the uni days and have continued to do so; a reminder that I am a spendthrift and one hell of a daddy's little girl; are reminder that I have matured and changed over these past few years. I just miss those days in the past and this blog is one of the remaining place where I can reminisce them. So, the day when I close this blog will be the day where these things do not matter to me anymore. I don't know whether that day will come.

Anyways, my results have been released. It was okay. However, Monash Uni in Australia was dumb enough to forget to upload my International Finance results. It was suppose to be released yesterday and nothing has been done. Looks like it only be released on Monday.Sighh..the wait is killing me. Usually, I will blog on what I got. But, this time I won't as I don't see a point. It's not that I am ashamed of it but doesn't serve as a memory to be cherished.There are better things to blog about.

I finally got an internship, thanks to Joo Yee who got it for me in his company. This will be the first time that I am touching audit even if I did swore before in the past that I will never touch this area. However, times are hard. I can't be that picky and expect everyone and everything to be at my desire. This is what you learn in Masters, especially group assignments. Compromise is the key. I believe that I have learnt to compromise more than before. I don't know. I can't judge myself but this is just what I feel.

Most of my friends have completed their post grad in Australia, Lydia and Ching May, congrats!Congrats to Joo Yee and Yee Li for finding a job and Kit Mun, well, congrats on getting to work in Miri. As to those who are working, I am still waiting for a free meal from you guys, except Kit Mun who has already spent me dinner. Anyways, if you guys do read my blog, I will not be in Malaysia from Dec 11 till Dec 17. I am returning to Taiwan to visit my grandma and to have fun there at the same time.So I will see you guys after Dec 17.Can't wait to catch up with you guys!!

Take care!!

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JOY!I have finished my second semester exam for my Masters more than a week ago and have accomplished my Penang trip!But how come I feel that something is not right?

It's not the problem with the results. I know last time I will be shitting myself until I get the results but this time, it doesn't seem to be the problem. I have learned how to deal with my nervousness and try not to show it in front of other people as it is a sign of weakness. I still haven't figured out what is wrong with me. The feeling is like "Will I be able to make it to Tuesday without any problems". It's as though I get the feeling that I will not make it. Something is very wrong...

Seems that no companies so far would like to take me as their intern. I simply refuse to go back to HSBC. I think this time instead of banks, I will apply for multinational enterprises or consulting firms. I have so far applied for SHELL,Accenture and British American Tobacco but still no reply. Guess I won't be getting it then. Will have to apply for more companies. Maybe the financial crisis have something to do with it. DAMMIT!

When I go through Facebook, seems that most of my friends are having the time of their lives; going out to enjoy. Only I seem to be staying at home. I know it's sort of my problem too since I don't really like to go out. But really, do I have that few friends. Usually, I don't really care bout this kind of stuff, but as days pass and I grow older, this problem seems to be getting my attention. Hmmm...

All rants for this post as I feel that there is nothing to celebrate about even though I have 4 months holiday. Seems more to be a burden than a reward after 4 months of doing pain in the a** assignments. One thing I am looking forward to: January..sucba diving!!

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Wow..I didn't blog for the whole August..haha..Actually, now it's only the first time in 2 months since I have accessed my blog. I have decided to write this entry because Lydia asked me to and my friends don't really know what's going on with me (Oklaa...I just don't want to write my assignment..wasting time here:P).Okay..I have not blogged for a long time. Lemme think of what to update.

My iPod Touch 32 Gb is arriving this Friday.Yay!Cost me a bomb though. RM 1,600...Now I have to work during my 4 month holiday. Probably gonna work at a place where there is flexible timing as I need to practice my classical guitar (exams!) and also I need some time for my diving lessons. Not diving from 10 m above land, but scuba diving. Plan to take it with Mei Ying at the end of this year.Other people are welcome to join us.Better if can get 2 more so that we can form one group under one instructor. Finished most of my assignments. Just left one crummy CSR paper to do and 2 HR assignments. Finished my finance slides and ready to present it this Friday.

Oh yeah!All the U.S dramas have returned!Just watched Heroes last night!Def more awesome than the boring second season. At least I didn't yawn once during the 2 hour season premiere. So on Tuesday I have Heroes, Wednesday I have House MD, Friday I have Grey's Anatomy, Supernatural, Kitchen Nightmares and The Office..F*ck..How am I going to find time to study now?

So, I will be free after November.Going to Penang on the 7th with uni friends and later going to find work to support my iPod and diving activities. All-in-Cosy = RM3,000. Need to earn that amount during the holidays. No more support from my parents. Sigh..back to assignments now..Take Care People!

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The end of my holidays have come and the start of a new semester begins.Another one more year to go.I have mixed feelings bout it. Anyways, I was pretty surprised with my results for my 1st semester.Pretty satisfactory for my first exam in Monash. 1HD, 2D and 1CR. My CGPA is safely above distinction level. Thought of applying for scholarship now coz I feel so guilty for spending so much of my parent's money on that certain something. Hopefully I will get it. For the next sem, I have finally decided on taking Human Resources Management and International Retailing so that I don't choose between both. This means that I give up Intl Finance since it's on a Friday night and this subject appears on my degree transcript.Not much point for having a repeat. Might as well learn some new stuff. So a great way to kick of my masters second sem.

I met up with Lydia for the movie "Made of Honor". Okay, I admit that the movie is pretty cliche, but it's Patrick Dempsey!McDreamy!Watch it for him!He looks pretty good in it. Then met up with Mei Ying where I stuffed myself full of Tostada chips in Chillies. Funnily, I seemed to have experienced a temporary loss of memory. I can't remember a lot of things that happened in secondary school.Seemed to have fazed it out.Hmm..not a good sign. And I finally had my first bowling game with the HSBC ppl after two months of hiatus. I was still consistent in my results at least. But one of them said that my face have grown fat!DIE!!!If my body has gained size, at least I will know how to reduce it. I can go for sports, cut down on my portion of food. But face...how to make it look normal again?Face exercise?Chew chewing gum?Any suggestions?

I have finally taken up swimming again. Bought a new swim suit and hopefully that I can continue my routine throughout my semester. So to myself: THIS IS A REMINDER FOR MYSELF TO GO SWIMMING AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK!

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I am on Holiday!!Finally..my long awaited holiday after 3 stressing months are finally here.I can finally go back to my slacking days.I can spend more time with my drama, Wii, and movies that I missed while doing stupid assignments. I still haven't watched Ironman or Indiana Jones..dammit...I wanna watch Made of Honour too!!McDreamy!!!Who's up for it?

Anyways, my new big thing has arrived. My new guitar!Just got here yesterday..I am really satisfied with it. Nice fiber glass case which can take higher impacts and also has a thermometer and hygrometer to check the humidity in it too.







I was told that my neck was actually built by Manuel Rodiguez Sr. himself so the neck was quite thin compared to my previous one which will enhance my playability as my left hand won't hurt so much now.Played the guitar and the sound was really nice.As mine is a solid spruce top, will have to wait for some time before the sound opens. I love the two tone color of the headstock there.Also love the bronze head tuners.Blends in nicely with the wood.









The back is made out of solid Indian rosewood.Love it!



Overall, lovely guitar!Best thing I have ever bought!Going to do some bonding time with my guitar now

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SOMETHING BIG IS COMING...

SOMETHING SPECIAL IS ARRIVING SOON...

IT WILL BECOME A NEW RECORD IN MY LIFE...

AND IT ALL HAPPENS WITHIN 2 WEEKS...

THE COUNTDOWN BEGINS...
(P.S:It's not a baby or my exam results)

Just ranting here in my blog as I have no one else to complain to about this problem.
I am in a dilemma here.I just passed my grade 6 classical guitar exam. Now I don't know whether to proceed with my grade 8 or should i switch over to learning the piano. Both are attractive in their own ways but each has its pros and cons. If I continue my grade 8,I will have to spend another RM 10k for a new guitar and also additional pressure for exams in additions to the ones that I am facing from my masters study. A new piano costs about RM 5k which is obviously so much cheaper. But I don't want to give up my classical guitar just like that. Way too much work has been put in. Now my dad is telling me to make a final decision. I don't really know whether he is supportive of me anymore in music as being my hobby. The costs are just too high. Haih...life sucks..I blame it on money and my masters.

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Finally...I have got the time to blog again..Just handed up all my assignments and got over with my midterm.. can't wait to see how badly I did since I didn't put much effort into it. On a happier note, my guitar exam is this friday! I am not happy because of the exam, but after i pass my guitar exam, my parents had promised to buy me a piano!I have already chosen the piano that i want..Yamaha digital piano. Ebony is way too expensive for someone like me who doesn't draw any income.I have always wanted a piano in my house. Of course I will play on it but it does make a great furniture sometimes too.

What was with David A. not winning Anerican Idol anyways? He lost by 12 million votes!A pretty huge loss for someone who had always been leading the votes every week. Just when he needed it most, it doesn't come. As Simon said, it was David A. knocking out David C. Ts..Tsk..fickle audiences..or y'all think that David A. doesn't need your votes anymore just because Simon said it was a sure win for David A. Neways, I am 100% absolutely certain that David A. will get a recording contract and I will definitely buy his album.

Okay..gotta go bury my head in heaps of journals for my finals.

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This post is going to be meaningful. Apart from talking bout my convo, this is going to be my 100 th post!!Congrats to my blog!!heehee

Convo took place yesterday. I didn't really take a lot of pics coz I came late and was rushing for the group pic already. The joined Wei Mei's family for lunch and went for rehearsal already.Got my 'degree' folder....There wasn't a degree inside but just a notification of when I can collect my degree cert..how lame....after that took more pics. Was quite tired already maybe coz of my shoes and sitting down for so long..backbone ache. However, one very memorable convo.It was great seeing everyone again. And I did make a certain discovery. Lecturers know how to camwhore after all.One typical example below as demonstrated by Mr. Steven.



Well, he's got potential..that's all I can say

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Medical Case File No 001:

Patient Name: Nancy Seow
Age: Undisclosed
Gender: Female
Occupation : Full Time Student

Symptoms: Patient had come in with insomnia, appetite lost, nervousness, anti-social,mentally
depressed due to the deprivation of tv and shopping malls.

Diagnostics outcome: Assignmentnitis
Prescribed Medication: Either hire someone to to the assignments or just get it over with!

Yeap, I have a mental illness. However, it is not a reason for assignment extensions.I don't even get a sick note to began with. No pills or medicine syrups will do any good.Hence, just have to wait for the illness to pass which is this wed, fri,next monday and thursday. The only event I have this coming week is my convo and I am actually kinda sad it is this sunday. One day gone to do my marketing assignment. My grad party is a no-go too.SAD...

Btw...does anyone wanna go for the 'Beauty and the Beast' Broadway musical?If yes, contact me..looking for someone to go with. Hopefully my illness would have passed on then

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JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!My mid term is postponed!!Although I still have to go through it, but it would be so much better if it was not held in the same week when my International Business assignment is due coz IB requires a lot of reading...and I mean A LOT!I sorta almost finished my IB soI got 4 days to edit..change some words so it won't plagiarism and cut some words. I can even start a bit on my marketing assignment now..AHHHH...Loosks like Someone did give me a better week after all.Furthermore, my Law lecturer said that the first assignment marks were pretty good.Even some ppl did fail, it was only a marginal fail..so nothing to worry about.I have quite low expectations for myself anyway.

Hopefully more days of this kind to come by..Convo approaching!!17 more days!The countdown begins!!

17 days to Convo......

I need somewhere to let this out and this is probably the best place....

I AM SO BLARDY, FRICKING TIRED AND STRESS OF ASSIGNMENTS!! 1 FRICKING ASSIGNMENT DUE NEXT WEEK AND 1 BLARDY MIDTERM. 2 ASSIGNMENTS DUE IN THE FOLLOWING WEEK!FISH!

Okay..that felt much better. It's been 4 months since I have went through an assignment cycle and this time I can't adapt my mind and body to it. I am not as determined as before. Heck, I fricking mixed up my assignment dates. I thought all assignments are due at the end of this month until yesterday. I have not even done any research. And to top it all, my exam month, June is really an exam month. I have my university exams and my guitar exams. How to juggle both? So damn dead. I have already been cutting down my practice time to do my assignments and I still do not have enough time. Can God be a bit more bias towards me and give me 30 hours a day instead of the measly 24 hours or maybe extend my assignment dates?

Now I am really starting to regret. Internship wasn't even as hard as this and that was with even working 5 days a week. Maybe work would be slightly tougher but still can't be as difficult as this.And what is worse is that my student exchange has gone down the drain because of some ridiculous things. Apparently, Monash disallows student exchange in the last sem and since I only have 3 sems, I can only go next sem. I went to apply and when I had to get lecturer's recommendation, not even one lecturer will write one for me. But when my other friend approached them, they wrote for her...WTFH?!!!!Screw it man.....

One of the worse weeks I am having and it is supposed to be my Easter break. Can someone give me better weeks to come(hints towards the sky)....

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What a week....1st...election results..I already kinda knew that BN will not have a win like they had back 4 years ago. But to lose 2/3 to the opposition kinda surprised me. Well, Malaysians united and voiced out their disappointment towards BN. However, choosing the opposition could be a good thing or a bad thing...we'll have to see.

Went for dinner at Joo Yee's house yesterday. The theme was suppose to be healthy food and pretty much sticked to it. Quite good for the first attempt. I can't imagine myself cooking. Would probably be a disaster. Most likely the food will not be edible. Maybe when I get a boyfriend, I will be more motivated to learn..like cook his fav food or something like that.Until then..haha...too lazy to learn.

Everyone has started working or studying again. Even Joo Yee got a job already. I guess I will be getting less phone calls from him to go out already.My phone will be much more quiet. I'll take this opportunity to wish everybody good luck in their courier and studies. Hope we will meet up again soon!

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I was just going through my old pics when a picture caught my eye...I couldn't believed that I posed like.....

THIS!!!!

WHAT WAS I THINKING?!!! Well, that kinda explains why everybody says I am a camwhore nowadays with poses like

AND

This looks so much better..more...like a girl maybe?Hmm..whatever possessed my to change?Must be the influences of my friends..especially * cough* the three MUNs...you guys know who you are..but luckily you gals managed to change me before I am doomed to be stuck with the same ugly pose. Now, I am proud to say that I am a better poser.Makes me kinda feel good saying that..Anyways..this is just a blog of thought...

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Jay Chou's concert was awesome!!!!My seat was quite near the stage and had a great view. At least he could see my face and we did make several eye contacts..Example..when I was dancing on the chair, I waved at him with my glow stick and he looked at me like for 2 secs and smiled, then look away..weee!!so happy!!Didn't manage to catch anything he threw into the crowd though..nvm..seeing him at such a close view is like so great! His concert was really a "spare no expense" event. It was a 3 hour concert and the performance never stopped. Even when he went to change his outfit, the band was there to entertain us such as making the audience sing along to some songs.There were 2 encores and he sang the theme song of Kungfu Dunk.Haha..so funny...By that time everyone had rushed to the front and therefore I had no choice but to stand on the chair.I sang along to every song and surprisingly, he didn't forget much of his lyrics. Overall, a great concert!

My masters program begins next Monday night and will all be night classes. Hopefully they will provide some day classes. Maybe I shouldn't have ended my internship so soon. Ah well, when my assignments come, I guess I have to spend more time in the library to do some research and some studies.Guess I will be busy then.

Convocation is on April 20th. Can't wait for it..I am sure all of us will have a blast!About time I get to wear that gown and get my cert.It has been too long. A toast to a new beginning at a new uni...and new friends

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Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!

A new year, a new blog design, that marks a new beginning. Hopefully this year I will be able to update my blog more often since many of the readers think that I abandon my blog. I am currently anticipating 23rd Feb for my Jay Chou concert and am considering to go for the Celine Dion concert that will take place on 8th April. Anyone wants to come?

A look at my ticket. Row C is the 3rd row!WEE!


My internship is almost coming to an end soon. I am so going to miss all the people there. Makes me wanna start working there now instead of going for Masters. But...hopefully I will be back there in 2 years time.

Anyways, hope everyone has a great new year by getting a lot of angpows. I already lost quarter of it coz of mahjong. *sob*

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I GOT VIP TICKETS TO JAY CHOU'S CONCERT!!!!3RD ROW FROM THE STAGE!!HAPPY GILER!!!Just when I thought all hope was gone, I get this super great tickets!Can't wait for his amazing concert!

Just did the slumber party with DJ-ians and the HELP gang. Clubbed and drank a little bit. Wouldn't say the drinking part for the rest. So disappointing that Joo Yee didn't dance.Cannot see his dancing skills...haha!It was quite a fun night and also tiring. Slept at 7 a.m and woke up at 11 a.m...Well, once in a while..so never mind!

These days just keeps getting better and better!

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Week 2 of the new year, I survived my first week of internship in HSBC. So far, it's been really great there. Had a lot of fun and learned a lot there.Hmm..working does improve my communication skills. At least I am no longer a bum at home. I get off work at 5.45 p.m and go for my other classes or I just go home. In fact, I am being more productive.

Just went to Monash Uni today to enrol for masters. Got some pretty great news there. Apparently they have a student exchange program for one semester there. I get to spend 12 weeks in Melbourne and still pay the same fees that was charged in Malaysia. Also, there is a travel allowance of 3,000. Sounds pretty good. All I have to do is get a credit average and submit a simple essay. I wanna get in that program! Then I can go to Australia and it's my turn to have some fun there. I likey! All I have to do is cross my fingers that the semesters commences after my classical guitar exam.If not, don't think I can go...crap!

Looks like everyone is back from Australia except...Bear..lol...I just found out from Ching May that a couple in Queensland calls each other..bear..lol!So funny..I don't know why..I just find it funny.Must be a reason behind this nickname.More investigation will be done when my other witness comes back from Australia. Until a reason comes up for it, I am just gonna start laughing everytime I hear ...bear...no offence to...bear...haha!!

Until next time..

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Happy New Year!!Welcome to the year 2008!The year of a new beginning and also the Olympics.Year 2007 marked the end of my degree education and 2008 marks the beginning of my masters education.Hopefully, 2009 will mark the end of my education life. Not really many new year resolutions cause I know I won't keep to them but just for fun.

New year's resolutions:

1) Find a boyfriend

2)Complete my Masters(not really a choice)

3)Be a more friendlier person(Really lacking in this department)

4)Not be so sarcastic

5)Be better with kids

There.5 resolutions which I will probably never stick to them.But no.1 has been given priority..heehee.Anyways,have a great year everyone and may all the best things happen to you in this year and many other years to come.

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